邪青少年黑皮

Another unsuccessful try

                                      

First Christmas in another country. First passion in another world. I think I have to admit that It indeed needs many tricks to create and maintain a relationship, either a short or long term one. Sincereness, selflessness can never work out. That's the things necessary for friendship. Principles spoil one's great talent and gift, that's the one of the two greatest sins in the world. The other one is to waste one's life with an unshakable belief. Nothing is as boring as a future which has already lost all its possibilities.

I guess the most suitable life style for me is just to change it frequently.

The real narcissism is that in the complete unconsciousness, in the deepest of the deepest soul, one feel that he/she can do something meaningful, that he/she can do something beyond his/her time and transcending one's self, and that he/she is a special individual in the world, in a class by oneself, that nobody can match. It makes sense, that I use "match", not "peer". However, mediocre gifted people, it's a shame to be lonely, if you can only enjoy your loneliness without exploring it and then extracting something from it. Narcissism is no longer disgusting if you have the ability and you indeed have made those things, which had happened in your daydreams, come true.

【作者: Yvette】【访问统计:】【2004年12月25日 星期六 19:35】【注册】【打印】